Yes, I do.
Do you know why I love Evanescence's Lithium so much? Guess you don't. It
just reminds me all those winters when me and my older sister had walks outside
in the moonlight and she told me such stories what made me laugh. Now we never
do it because she is too busy with her job beside that she even doesn't live
with us anymore.
All these times when
me and my sisters ran in fields where the grass was taller than us. All these
sunny and warm sommers when we went to swim and when we and our cousins played
on the beach. All these times when we climbed up the tree which still stands in
my yard. The turn when I almost drowned into lake what is near my grannys home.
I was lucky that my friend there helped me out. I don't anything about her
now..... She is gone for me. All these winters when we all went to sleigh
together. We came back when it was allready dark outside and our dad came
out to look for us. I didnt' know what was lie because no one ever lied to me
like that. These lies hurt me but those helped me to keep beliving in simple
things like Santa and brownies.
Sometimes I want to
still be a child just to feel that they are still here. Just to get this all
back. Sometimes I want to turn back time just to keep these memories and never
forget them.
